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that darn root…jealousy

Posted on May 8, 2009 by rachel

It happened today.  I have been waiting for this moment, and it finally arrived. You know, that feeling of utter helplessness, as if time has stopped right in front of you while the world around you keeps swirling and twirling? And no matter … Continue reading →

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my first winter break………

Posted on January 12, 2009 by rachel

…………as a new mom of four!!! :) disclaimer for video 1: I was talking to Adam on the phone, hence the narration… We made it through, and we had lots of fun in the process. All I can say is … Continue reading →

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day eight–desperately seeking family

Posted on August 12, 2008 by rachel

Look at those eyes!!! Isn’t she gorgeous? Our second day together was spent looking at, signing papers for, and getting ready to move into an apartment. It was a very long day for all of, and the children kept begging … Continue reading →

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day seven–pure joy

Posted on August 11, 2008 by rachel

Well, you have already seen the pics we have from picking the children up, but I wanted to sketch out the events of the day for their lifebooks. Dear Little Ones,  When daddy and I woke up on the morning of 5 … Continue reading →

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a first impression

Posted on July 26, 2008 by rachel

Hey kids, Well, we’re at four days and counting. Of course, that is four days until we leave for Bogota. We’re still 10 days away from smothering you with hugs and kisses. I am hard at work on your life-books. Hopefully, you … Continue reading →

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can we say referral?

Posted on June 27, 2008 by rachel

FINALLY! We received our referral from CRAN two days ago. Yesterday, we had our conference call with Raul to go over some procedural issues. We can now apply for our travel visas. Although we don’t have a confirmed date for our … Continue reading →

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magic pill (the ugly truth, part 3)

Posted on June 15, 2008 by rachel

Part 1……..Part 2 After our second miscarriage (ectopic), I really struggled. I was in survival mode at school….my poor students. I was an adequate teacher and did my job. I met deadlines and followed lesson plans, but I was not the fantastic … Continue reading →

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Clarification

Posted on February 12, 2008 by rachel

In reference to my previous post “friendship and pregnancy” let me dispell any rumors. I’ve had a few inquiries as to who it is…and some false guesses. Sorry, but my ‘friend’ will continue in anonymity for as long as she … Continue reading →

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Positve Thoughts

Posted on January 10, 2008 by rachel

I can’t help but think we are losing our baby. I made it to eight weeks yesterday. And yet, I am not comforted. I try my hardest to think positively, but it doesn’t help. My life is currenty consumed by … Continue reading →

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The Dreaded First Visit

Posted on December 20, 2007 by rachel

I was finally seen by a doctor today. She couldn’t see anything definitive on the ultrasound, but I’m only 5 weeks so she’s not super concerned. Besides the pain on my right side there is nothing from the check-up that … Continue reading →

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